Hey y’all. Some of y’all may have read that things haven’t been going too great this week. Unfortunately, things just got worse. Yesterday, my boyfriend of three years broke up with me. Honestly, I don’t really know what to think. I figured I show y’all so many good things that sometimes y’all need to know there’s bad too. Plus, I figured I would share with y’all, as time goes on, how I managed my broken heart.
I know some people may think it’s stupid to be so hurt about this, but he was my first boyfriend and we had known each other for four years…I was really invested in “us”. I’m not going to get into the details because it’s more personal than I feel like sharing and I’ve cried enough already.
This is probably one of the hardest things I’ve had to deal with this year and this year has been a complete roller coaster full of good times and really bad times…I’m not really sure what to do and how to pick myself up right now. Any tips would be nice. ❤
I was going to take a break from my blog, but I decided not to because I need some happiness right now and y’all do an amazing job at making me happy. Plus, I still have a reading goal to reach by the end of this month.
It’s all very hard for me and very, very painful but I’ll figure something out. I have today and tomorrow off so I need to get out of the house and figure something out. Also, my dad is gonna stop by so I can see him. 🙂 Another thing too, I’ve still got something else exciting planned and in the works but I want it to be a surprise and I want to make sure it actually happens. So, that’s my light in this dark time. And if you’re wondering it has nothing to do with books or blogging or writing….that’s not the surprise haha.
I’m also going to be buying an iPad so I can do some art when I’m bored or stuck at the airport. I thought it would be nice and I figured that I could possibly start selling my art too. 🙂 We’ll see how it all goes..I got paid yesterday so I’m ready to spoil myself with a little retail therapy haha.
This is all crappy, but I know that God only does things that are for my greater good. I may not understand it and I may never understand it, but I trust Him…even if it’s so hard sometimes.